wedding guilt

I am starting to feel wedding guilt. I am sure most brides have gone through this or at least I kind of hope so. Neither of our parents have a lot of money so we are paying everything ourselves. Not gonna lie, its HARD! My mom wants to help so bad and keeps trying, but I know she doesnt have the money to help and its killing her so of course its killing me.

Maybe my stepdad was right and eloping would of been a smart idea...

Any other brides out there feel like this?

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I know I have been slacking on blogging lately...been super busy!

• My parents - they are awesome! I asked my stepdad to change my oil for me since I was broke, so they came by my work on Tuesday, took me to lunch and then got my oil changed, tires rotated and new windshield wipers for me. How awesome!

• My wonderful fiance - I have started to become a crazy person over money, but as he always reminds me, everything will be ok. Its great to have a very calm level headed person on your side when you are as crazy as me.

• Wedding! Our amazing photographer/videographer Chris Brock - check him out! especially if you live in the Atlanta area. Yesterday we filmed our wedding invitation video. It was a lot of fun and beautiful outside. WATCH OUR VIDEO!

• Sometimes I have to remind myself to sit back, relax and be thankful for all the stuff that I have been blessed with. I can get overwhelmed easily with some of life's curve balls. I have been really good lately and not getting too anxious and spaztic. 

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• I had a great week playing softball - my monday night team won, the TERRIBLE co-ed team I play with on Wednesdays lost, but only by 2 and the women's Thursday night team is STILL undefeated and I have been playing great
• Easter is this weekend - my first Easter where I am actually aware and interested 
• I saved $37 on groceries over the weekend cause of coupons
• I had a very busy but productive week at work
• Malibu's allergies are getting better
• Michael and I put together our invitations - well Michael did most of it - I will take some photos
• Our wedding is in 5 months!!